can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself? a song by Shiki XO on BeMusic

you won't outrun me now by Shiki XO,
college by Shiki XO,
where you going? by Shiki XO,
do not disturb by Shiki XO,
i had a dream my friends hated me by Shiki XO,
4 vicodin left and i didn't take any except 1 and another and 2 others by Shiki XO,
wither away by Shiki XO,
i can't breathe - interlude by Shiki XO,
freddie and effy by Shiki XO,
can i still go to heaven if i kill myself? by Shiki XO,
in my head by Shiki XO,
2007 by Shiki XO,
waiting by Shiki XO,